Hey.. im back.. im really in a very moody mode. so ive decided to update my blog to pour everything out.
Well everyday i never fail to check my tagged, facebook. Whenever i never update my blog, that means im in a very happy mood n theres nothing for me to pour here. But lately ive been feeling rather down. Somewhere somehow i feel i wanna say it out all here.Black is e colour of my heart now.
on my previous post, i mentioned about 'liking someone'. well its a different situation now. it was just an assumption before. i think he has fallen for somebody else. It was he likes me n i like him situation before but now it turns to i like him and he doesnt bother at all. i thought he calls me everyday to talk to me, but somewhere i felt there were some ulterior motive of his call. He ask me to help him to create for him facebook, well its e 'in' website now. well i did that for him. few days later.. he calls me to check his facebook for him. Suddenly he sounded me to be his bestfriend. i was shocked. Meaning, that proves that he doesnt like me anymore. Well i'd be lying if i say i don feel anything.. i do felt dissapointed about it. Furthermore, until today he will call me just for e sake of helping him checking and updating his webs. Well enough about him, i suddenly feel so rejected again. haizz..
Another thing, My bestfriend Adam is attached. Like finally~! After a year ive known him, hes found someone. Im really happy for him like truly~! Whenever i check my tagged, ill go through his profile. I always saw myself e only girl that he featured at his tagged friends. But just few hours ago, i went through his profile, somewhere somehow im unfeatured. i was shocked. But i dond mind. Hes not mine, i understand couples nowadays, Ur boyfriend can never have any girl friends. Well i take it as hes just my good old friend now, i can never treat him as my bestfriend, cause hes somebody's. Its sad though but i can do nothing about it. I cant call him everyday like i used to now. Haiz.. Back to my lonely times. Sleepless nights and good for nothing as always.
I wanna update more but e more i type, e more i feel horrible. I cant continue anymore or ill breakdown for sure. so guys, i shall update more soon when i feel better. Luv u all..
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