HeLLO~~ its been long since i last update~~ wakakaka.. its only been 3 days only lorr.. WeLL today its kinda ntg to update about but but but i just feel like pouring out my deep down feelings can?
im just feeling sick and tired liking / loving someone. its just slashes your heart bit by bit. i thought im strong enough to get him out of my head but im totally wrong. i guess i gotta be hardhearted again n be MEAN to all types of guys be it GOOD/BAD guys. i will simply make myself hate all boys/mens. but to those guys whom were my friends from e start, no worries, i wont hate u. to those who wanna get close to me, sorry u cant get any closer dude. if anyone were to try sweet talk me, sadly ur sweet talks r muchly gonna be in my books of joke-telling .!
ive tried my very best to stay strong n to have such a joyful personality, but its simply so hard for me. because unknown feelings will pull me back down. deep down! ive never missed any nights to pour out my tears. i know its stupid, but it hurts me more if i wanna pretend to be strong n keep all those tears that ive kept for a long time. well no matter how strong i could be, im still weak~! somewhere somehow i feel that is it because of my ugliness? i simply dunno. how i wish i have magic powers n change myself in a glimpse. all u guys think is about looks looks and looks. doesnt purity of truth,faithful n patience count in love? or is it all about looks that love needs? i simply couldnt find e answer. The perception of love is so simple yet complicated.
Well there isnt much time for me to update more. Shall update more soon. Love ya all~! muah muah~ heeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
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BoRn on 07th OcTobeR 1988
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