Dec 14, 2009 1:32 AM
Hey all.. im back~! Pressurized! I think im gonna use font colour black!
Well im kina stress about my probation now. Ya i know, u guys must be wondering,"SR? on probation?what case?" well guys its a minor case n i dont wish to tell what its about. Its been 3 months that im on probation and its really getting on my nerves. Well when it just started, i dont feel this pressurized because it wasnt that bad. Just be at home before 10pm n call ur PO's office n leave a voicemail to prove that ure home. Thats simple. Then now theyve input new system!! They record ur voice to detect ur voice.. This is how it works, the operator will call my house n i have to answer, repeat the sentence e operator says. They'll call my house random times n days. Well thats not really the problem here. I dont care about this new system its just that its freakingly annoying.
The thing that really bothers me is about my family. They make this issue very big. n they'll make my probation as a reason to anyone to avoid some things. I cant stand it anymore. And if i wanna do anything, they'll say, "skrg dekni on probation.... tk le ah.." i know im stupid last time and i am still stupid. Sometimes when they say anything they dont care about how i feel. My aunty came just now, talk to my sister like wanna plan to go holiday, she can just say due to financial we cant go la, she say it out loud to my aunty that im on probation so cant go overseas. I know i cant forever hide about it because its gonna last me till next year October. But each time when anyone being told about my probation, i feel humiliated that very each time.
Well i dun wish to elaborate more on this.Giving me more pressure. K now i shall use some colours. =)
Im happy for my twin sis n future Bro in Law Suratno! To e couple Named QooDe, Happy 8th month anniversary!Lotsa lurve from me~! Hope u guys kekal sampai akhirat. My best wishes is always with u guys! Fight no more ok!
Looking at them, how fast time flies! n that reminds me about hiim.. hmm i know its really stupid of me to love someone so easily. I know him not that long, belom sempat nk jumpe pun. Sometimes i even wonder whether i love him or not sey.. People might say im kemaruk to have a bF n accept him terburu2 gitu. And also hes not even by my side, waiting for him is making me lose patience! but, my ego is still in me. As what i always tell him, im not ur EX! so ive to mean what i say. If i walk out now, theres no difference between me n his ex. So ill just sabar, wait for him for another month, then we'll see about it. For now, my status is complicated. I hope he will be my future, if not, too bad. =D Missing him though.
Suddenly i miss Yana n Kak Yan! Hope to meet u guys soon! (:
Well now then i remember what urge me to blog. Its actually my ex la kan. HE is really getting on my nerves too! He really give me those goosebumps! Whenever he chats with me, he'll be like those annoying jerks who flirts online! Like a totally different person la kan.. He got GF somemore, like wth~! Well what can i say, MEN is still MEN~!
There isnt much more time for me to blog more, n i guess ive blog enough to last me for e next month. lols~! Shall update more soon! LuV ya Guys~! Muah Muah~!
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