♥ -08-09.07.09--PreSSure on Losing Weight-
Jul 8, 2009 10:10 PM
Hello there.. im back to update. well nowadays ive been bz on lotsa things. actually it isnt that much, but it simply because im putting all my time on losing weight. futher elaboration later. =)
This Saturday we r heading to arab street to buy e 'kain' to be sewed for our performance outfit. e following week will be going to serangoon, to send both our sari n that 'kain' to tailor. imagine how much that gonna cost me? stress sey.. i cant even enjoy my gst cash. haiz..
n e thing that is making me more stress is my weight n body. i gotta send my sari to tailor bye next week. n im still fat! arrghhh!! i need to lose another 20kg!! ive lost 10kg! i need to lose another 20kg! n im left with 2 weeks!! can i lose 10kg per week! its freakingly impossible! arrgghh! stress... n ive been skipping exercising due to menses.. haizz~~!! well forget it, i have to accept e fact that im gonna be fat forever!
i cant help it but im really seeing myself damn ugly amongst my friends n family. i just couldnt help it by feeling that way. another thing that has been bothering me is that do i look old or look young to u? y is it nowadays that people kinda fall for me unexpectedly? if hes not too old than hes way too young for me, if hes not younger that hes way too old for me. isnt it wierd? but i don wanna care about it. im single n thats final. i wont entertain such thing for e time being. u wan me, we can be flings / close friends. ntg more than that. fullstop
well like finally after so long iblis is back! back on track. he on air just now. n thanks to his net connection, i gotta take over him. i thought im ok with taking over for awhile only la kan but until now i don see him back online. doinks~! =)
now, 09.07.09. its AFAD's n APEKMAORI's BIRHTDAY!!
birthday song for them
Happy birthday to you~~
Happy birthday to you~~
Happy birthday to AFAD n APEK
Happy birthday to you~~
Best wishes to e both of you. May all your dreams come true. All e very best in everything you both are doing. Wish you both happiness forever. May ALLAH bless you both. d=o)
There isnt much time for me to update more so i guess ill update more soon. Love My dearest Readers n friends. heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~
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