May 5, 2009 11:41 PM
HeLLo.. i feel like its been long i nvr blog.. *lame* its only been a few days that i nvr blog. Let me start my st0ry-tellling!! heeeeeeeeee~~ today.. kinda shocking.. got to know that my sis-in-law's grandmother passed away.
Last night, weirdly i dream of 'him'. arrgghhh!! like wth! im turning to my back old self where i hate all those related to LOVE! mcm chEEbyEE!! im kinda lost trust to anyone who ever dares to sweet talk with me! aku benci! benci! benci! e dream was about him trying to capture / win my heart back after those dissapointments he gave me. n ya, only certain people who knows me well, they know whom im referering to as 'him'.!! e dream made me wake up with full of question marks in my head! what does that dream means? is is really gonna happen that way or, e opposite?? but when i sat down i think back, how i wish e dream turns into reality, and ya.. i miss him teribbly! TERRIBLYY!!! *prangai mcm chEEbyEE*! what is wrong with me!! damn!
Around 9pm, JANTAN KELEPEH nudge me at msn.
He says:
"i miss u so much"
SR says:
"really? thats sweet of u.. =)"
He says:
"so hows life with ur bf??"
SR says:
"bf?? mane ade bf.. im single lorr =)"
He says:
"Yessaa!! Now im really gonna grab u n will never let u go!!"
SR says:
"huh?? This isnt a game boy. i just had a failure.. and as u can see my personal msg stated "LOCKED"! meaning i wont entertain such stuffs animore cause my heart is LOCKED! n lelaki zaman skrg, senang betol nk grab pmpn la ni la WTF!! krg igt pmpn ni barang mainan krg pe?? JUst think properly for once y i nvr accept u?? have that ever occured in ur mind?? n ya when i say im single that doesnt mean im such a BITCH that can turn to any guys whenever im single! dont ever THINK THAT WAY MAN! this trick works to bloody SUNDALs LA! not me! chEEbyEE!!"
He says:
"chill ah babe.whatever uve gone through by other guys,i feel sorry for u, but tak sume laki same pee.. i really hope that ull be mine one day"
SR says:
"betol nyer tk paham bahase pe?? FYI, im not interested animore. n ya.. u told me u dont own any tagged,friendster etc etc kan? e acc named HoTchiCK at friendster is MY ACC! eh mat.. ni sume trick lame k.. kat friendster kau terang 2 ade gmbr pmpn kau peluk sane peluk sini, stated "MY WIFE" lagi.. DA JANTAN JANTAN JUGAK! eh kau kelepeh laa.. try to sweet talk again n i SHALL BLOCK U!"
He says:
"come on baby dont be like this"
*typing*
BLOCKED!!
eeeeeeewww!! buat aku darah naik sial!! y is there such people born in this world!! son of a BITCH! haizz.. sometimes it just upsets me to see someone whom i adore so much change just in a glimpse.. doinkss~~
Love is simply unpredictable
It comes without ur KNOWING
It even goes without u EXPECTING it
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