Hello Hello Hello!~~ heeeeeeeeeeee~~ must be wondering y e title of this blog is 'UPSET' when ive said 'no longer emoshitting' in my previous blog? must be thinking im so prangai kental kan? well im upset dgn darah daging aku sendiri! lepas satu, satu masalah! i dunno y people must have e wrong perception of me!! i dunno y!! whatever i say is wrong to her! argghhhh! fuck fuck! mcm cibai!
i showed care n concern towards her, n she reply "kau sengaja kan nk buat mcm gini!!" as if im trying to harm my own sister?? like as if aku nk mcm yeye bobal?? when i say im concerning bout u because ure my bloody damn sister! she replied "oh now then u wanna show concern??" when die ckp gitu, i felt terrible! i felt as if im nobody to her! mcm aku ni tk bermakne ape2 terhadap die. n ya! shes been hiding a lot of things to me! [hanya tuhan la satu2 yg memahami segala2 nyer yg aku rase]
i know ive done a lot of things in e past that burukkan name family sendiri. but that doesnt mean im like that forever! im trying my very best to change! e reason im making more n more frends is because im wanna be my old self n happy always!!! but im wrong! i didnt knew that to u, in ur eyes im like a damn bitch out there!! kau adik aku! aku syg kau lebih dari adik beradik lain! tapi kau? kau brani blg hal peribadi kau dgn kawan. tapi kau tk blg aku. tu aku tk heran. but im ur damn twin sister. what do u take me for. i don want u to be hurt by others. thats my main motive. for saying all those that ive said in e presence of 'HIM'! BUT APE KAU ckp? aku mulut mcm sundal? mcm sial? whatever ive said is true! u lied to "HIM"! u don wanna hurt him! kau ckp aku blg tu semua aku tk terpk yg kerana kate2 aku org to sedih n hurt! DONT U KNOW THAT BY DOING THIS U R E ONE WHO IS E WRONG!! ARRGGGGGGGHHHHH!! FUCK! KAU YG TIPU! KAU YG SALAH! TO PREVENT HURTING ANYONE, 'LIES' IS E BLOODY COMMON 'INGREDIENT' TO BE BE THROWN AWAY!!!!! BUT E WAY U IMPLY THINGS TO ME, ITS AS IF AKU YG CREATOR OF E PROBLEM!! N U EVEN SAID!! "TU PASAL RAMAI ORG BENCI KAU PASAL MULUT KAU MCM SUNDAL!!" do u have any idea how a sister feel when u get that kind of remarks from ur own DARAH DAGING??
u said u always read my blog, now this blog post is really for u!! aku tkde niat yg lain selain dari kasih sayang terhadap adik aku sendiri. if u still think that im such a sundal. then tu terpulang pade diri kau. if whatever aku buat is to be e cause of ur contreversi between u n him. all i can say is that im sorry!
just my luck to be hated by lotsa people. to all yg kenal aku la kan. niat aku bersih. n niat aku tk pernah nk melaga2kan org atau cari kebencian dari krg sume. klau krg rase aku ni besar nyer sundal or whatsoever. u guys r reli welcome to give ur personal comments about me in my tagboard. oh can even give me ur comments thru my msn. im game for it. now im back to e feeling of im UGLY INNER N OUTER N UNWANTED AGAIN! SO YA! thats all for today! will update more soon!luv ya all!heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~ [S][w][e][e][T][R][a][s][a][L]..::--[SR][SR][SR]--::..
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