Nov 9, 2008 5:08 PM
its been 2 days i nvr had a long chat with my bf... well sometimes i couldnt be so selfish... as to like expect him to be there for me always... but... sometimes i think negatively... if hes not talking to me... what is he doing?? who is he with... if hes not talking to me... maybe hes talking to other gals.. im really worried.. im scared i might lose him one day.. i really love him.. i cant afford to lose him... i really hope that he will never betray me... yesterdae he went east coast.. im really worried he might ask for girls number... my imagination ran wild... but no matter how my mind is playing with me.. ill never trust or fall for my mind negative thinking... ill always trust him because i love him so much...
I LOVE U MOHD ZAINI BIN ALI!!